| Last week of school. Sry. Kinda long entry. Knowing this is the last week has made me think about so much. It's making me think about what I'm doing with my life, where I wanna go, and where I'm headin rite now. Making me think about my relationships with everyone and what I want to do about them.
This graduation feels really different than any others. Before I was okay about leaving people knowing that I probably wont ever see them again. Before goodbyes never meant that much to me, but this time around I'm really starting to think about who I want to stay friends with and keep in touch with no matter how far we're apart. These past two months I've slowly that there will be certain people I'll miss when we're all out of school. Senior year has definitely been the best year of high school even though it had its stressful times.
Even though my relationship with my friends may not be great right now, I want to work things out with out. On more than one occasion I've felt out of place. Two of you spending most of your time wtih your significant others, two spending more time with new friends. I felt like I didn't belong anywhere. Even though we may be changing, hanging out with new friends, and won't be seeing each other as often, I'll still treasure our friendship hoping that it'll be a lasting one. We may not be as close as were before since we're all going down different paths, but if ever comes a time when you need me, I'll be there for all of you. I'm not gonna just give up on everything we've shared. Things won't come easy, but the effort we put into it will make it that much more rewarding.
This year has been memorable to me, but these past two months have especially been memorable. This year I've gotten closer to people that I knew little about before. People who share the same interests as me, who've listened to my problems and helped me get through em. These past two months, I've met and gotten to know some really cool people. People who are friendly, fun to be around, interesting, and understands how I feel at times. I wish I had gotten to know all of you sooner, but I'm thankful for being able to get to know you at all. The moments we've all shared I'll never forget. I'm looking forward to spending time with all of you and getting to know you better this summer. |
